the noise in my head is currently about 60-65 decibels, maybe 75% right ear, 25% left. the decibel level used to be more in the 70-85 range. the onset of my tinnitus was in february of 2006, and the early weeks and months were filled with desperation, some suicidal
thoughts, a hopelessness and fear i had not experienced before. to make a long story short, i eventually found ways to cope with the constant noise (a high pitched tone, a “soft siren”
as i have read it referred to). the main coping method i found has been feeding my brain constant water sounds. the water sounds “mask” the tinnitus sound(s). while this masking is going on, i am usually unaware of the tinnitus sound. sometimes, though, the tinnitus sound is right there with the water sound, but the water sound takes the sting out of the tinnitus sound (usually!).
this web site is dedicated to helping those who struggle thru each day with their tinnitus. what i have to offer is simply sharing what has worked for me: feeding my brain water sounds, and this feeding has taken primarily two forms: 1) wearing a walkman headset thru each day, and 2) each night having water fountains beside my bed. in what follows, i will outline these two forms. the relief they have given me is, i think, a relief that can be experienced by anyone suffering from the nightmare of intrusive tinnitus.
back to the two forms of feeding my brain water sounds: briefly, form 1) is wearing a headset throughout each day, listening by cassette tape primarily to babbling brooks and rain. I wear a conventional headset with walkman, with the headset speakers in front of or above my ear canals. and form 2) is surrounding the head of my bed with water fountains that i built (very inexpensively), and having roughly 9:30p to 9:30a filled with the sound of splashing water, masking the noise going on in my head.
FORM 1) i have several sony walkmans, several headsets, a battery charger and 8 rechargeable batteries. from the moment i get out of bed in the morning, leaving behind the water fountains, i put on a headset and begin listening to water. in my car i’ll listen to the radio and road noise, at work i’ll listen to my boombox and headset, both tuned to the same frequency (which is hopefully playing good rock and roll!), but most of the day i am listening to water.
radio shack has been my main supplier for equipment. i don’t have an ipod or an intact portable cd player, just the walkmans. i dub the cd’s onto blank cassettes. as for headsets, radio shack sells individual headsets for about $8, and they have a more treble sound than the headsets that usually are included with a new walkman. i like the more treble (higher frequency) sound than the more mid-range sound of the included-with-walkman headsets. i have tried and do not like the ear-plug variety head sets, for two reasons: the ear-plug speakers block out lots of environmental sounds, and to me they seem to hold in some of the head noise.
buy a battery charger and maybe 8 rechargeable batteries. they will pay for themselves in maybe a couple months; at least they did for me, because my walkman is going 8 to 9 hours per day. and in case your battery (batteries) die while you are away from home, carry an extra set with you.
getting back to headsets, i wear only the standard, over the head variety headsets, and i never cover my ears, or more specifically, my ear canals. the ear canals must be open to all surrounding sounds. i wear the headset speakers a centimeter or two or three in front of or above my ear canals (refer to the above photo).
try to keep the volume of the sound emitted by the speakers the same as the volume in your head. this will force the brain to make a decision between equal volumes, and it will choose the water. the other two volume options are to have the speaker volume (slightly) more or less than the head noise volume. sometimes i am feeling so intimidated by the tinnitus that i up the headset volume a little above the tinnitus volume. other times i down the headset volume a little below the tinnitus volume, with the sense that this will strengthen my brain’s ability to latch onto the pleasant sound and ignore the unpleasant. from the literature, in particular kevin hogan’s book “turning down the volume,” (which is included in his “tinnitus reduction program”) i have read that over time, and with the constant competition of pleasant sounds, the brain “habituates” to the tinnitus; the brain becomes used to it and uninterested, and gravitates with increasing strength to the more pleasant sounds; for example,white noise.
FORM 2) water fountains. i have made 3, and the series of photos that follow will illustrate the building process, and how inexpensive and easy it is to have fountains around your bed at night (fountains that do not splash water droplets all over the place).